He who fills the void take the throne.

I found myself toe-to-toe with Valkyries again this morning, who said I’d be “unable to play hard to get”, now that Master had re-ringed me. I laughed and course-corrected him: I don’t PLAY hard to get, darling, I AM hard to get. 

I’m a busy girl, I’m not attracted to people who need me; I’m drawn to people who like me, and who I like in return. That’s not “playing” anything; that’s genuine busyness, and respecting other people who may be busy too. That’s not “playing”, that’s just what a healthy, secure relationship can look like.  

Furthermore, I even have a strong dislike for people who play games in relationships. Sure I flirt — hard sometimes — but I don’t flirt with people I’m not interested in. I don’t believe in leading people on. Those are my standards. 

So when Valkyries suggested that I might play hard to get, I laughed. I was long under the impression that we agreed you don’t play games with people’s hearts, so why’d he think I might play games with people now?

Darling, I’m far your playground games. Now run along, the grown-ups have got work to do.

I warned Valkyries that accusing a woman of playing hard to get — who doesn’t play hard to get — is “an incredibly dangerous position to be in”. Creating false narratives about people and their intentions can leave a man crash-landing into the rocky terrain below. 

So here we were, very much in the danger zone, our words hanging in the space between us. I wasn’t pushing him back, if anything, I was daring Valkyries to step forward if he wanted to. That’s all I’ve ever done. 

Valkyries said his position was “warm and cosy”, and just like that, I realised that my “danger” might not be so dangerous to him at all. The man is confident in an almost aggravating way sometimes. 

But alas. I had more recent developments on my mind. 

I suppose it came from mentioning a favourite song — Queen Of Kings — yesterday. Actually, just a bit more backstory on my love of that song: I first heard it on Eurovision (Norway 2023) and fell in love with it after my break-up with W, who used to poke fun at my sense of self-worth. It reminded me of the “Queen” I truly am; the warrior, the lover, the fighter, the survivor. Never again would I let a man determine my value, and with that, I became both valuable and desirable — and that felt good. 

But I also believe in treating others as they treat you, and so the ones who treated me as invaluable would become invaluable themselves. The two men closest to me at that time — Master Levi and B — became my “Kings”, and I placed them above me, as my Dominants. For a time I was quite happy with that arrangement. We all were. 

Unfortunately, one day B was led astray by a temptation, and with that and in my eyes, he abdicated from his throne. Things went from bad to worse between us and he eventually chose to cease all contact — he left our Kingdom, and life moved on. 

I joined the Lovehoney Forum, I met Valkyries there, and he chose me to rule over the Lovehoney Kingdom with him. I mean, we don’t literally rule of course — we’re not moderators — though we both really want that power!

But, I realise, and though it’s taken me a little while to realise it, Valkyries deserves to be appointed my other King: he deserves the other throne next to mine. Valkyries has been nothing but kind and supportive to Master and me: he emits honourable “King” energy. Even when we’ve had our discrepancies, Valkyries quickly corrects himself; he doesn’t buckle down and insist that he is right.

And so hence from this day forward, by appointment of Queen Elena, I am delighted to announce that Valkyries shall be regarded my other King. He chose me, and now, I have chosen Him.

All hail the King. 

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